Joy Mama- I think Rhea dempsey is a doula and birth educator who does birth debriefing. google her. She is in Melbourne somewhere. I can't possibly interpret the whole of your case notes, but having only had one layer of suturing is not a positive thing. It is associated with a higher rate of rupture than double layer suturing from what I have read..... sorry honey. I hope you have a positive and empowering birth next time round.

xx Bella