Yes, I have been to see a phycologist before (was referred by my GP) and I will probably go back to her again once bump is born to help me face my fears of loosing the ones I love or them getting hurt. I am even terrified that my puppy will get hurt, hence why I stupidly through myself between her and another doggy as they looked like they were going to have a disagreement. I ended up tears saying what kind of mother and I going to be when I put my own child in danger to protect my puppy. To which she probably could do a much better job of protecting herself than I could!

I don't yet know where my fears come from but I do need to address them and I will in time. Just want to make sure that bump arrives safely then I can start working on fighting that battle. After all we all have our battles that we must face.