Ever since Anetka was 1yr old ive thought about sending her to daycare. DH didnt want to - but I was all for it.
Now we have a place for Anetka FREE!( thanks to my husbands english school) for 3 days a week , 9-12..
DH and my mum think its a godsend , and that this is the best thing that Anetka needs , she will learn english ( we speak polish at home ) , she will develop better socially and after 20 months i will have some time to myself.
She went ok the first day , but the next one she was hysterical. I said i would stay the whole time( since im not working ).. but she wouldnt let go of me .. kept pointing at the door and shouting THERE ( in polish ).
I really just wanted to pack up and go , i saw no point in stressing her out so much , especially since its not essential , i dont work - and im not that desperate to have time to myself if it means leaving my child in this state.
But DH and my mum think im crazy , like every mother before me i should just get over it , let her cry it out a bit - and it will be for her good in the end
i dont know.. i just think that if we are doing something for her benefit , she should enjoy it.. and not get used to it just because we know its good for her

woah.. what a vent.. sorry.. anyone else found themselves in a similar situation??
I dunno what to do , i dont want to let Anetka down - even if she eventually gets used to it , i dont want her crying and not having me there to comfort her


ETA - she's 20mths old