Wow, cherished, what a post!! Don't have time to reply properly now, though.

Just came in to say that I hope your bubby is better Mildez. Don't worry about your gain (if you have gained, you might find you've lost because you were stressed out?). Sometimes other things are more important. You can jump back into things and I'm sure if you've gained weight, it will come off fairly easily because you have been healthy and doing so well! And if I were you, I ouwld be getting in touch with the hospital too and telling them what happened, that is just not on!! You and your bub came as a pair, and they should have looked after you just as they looked after her!