It's really hard Tan because it sounds like you asked for support and got it but now are not happy with it? Only we as individual women can make decisions for ourselves.

If you ask pro breast feeders what to do - they are going to say what most of us don't hear in real life: "you're doing great, breast is best, I am here for you"... I can tell you as a breastfeeder of 5 babies I haven't got enough fingers and toes to count how many times I was advised to "put 'em on the bottle"... So, I am mindful of supporting women to do what there often isn't sufficient support in.

If you posted in a bottle feeding section wanting support for breast feeding you may not get what you want either.

I never "expect' support from anyone. I love it when I get it. But, I've learned that my decisions are mine - the buck stops with me. I am responsible for my choices and my decisions. Some of them have not always been good - but they are my "stripes of service" in this life!

It sounds like for YOU you didn't make the right choice or decision. I hope you can feel better about it in time.

Just remember though for many women the choice to continue was right. Each situation needs to be weighed up for that individual. Only as an individual can we take responsibility for the end result.