sorry Lisa, I re-read that and though - geez I sound like a cow! I was rolling my eyes because that's what D always tells me (enjoy the journey) and he drives me mental. And I forgot my pre-warning... I have bad attitude at the moment Sorry, I really appreciate your suggestions... I just have bad attitude at the moment (poor D spent the whole session Tues hearing "I'm not doing that" "Forget it buddy" "Ahhhh I don't think so"). D keeps telling me I just have to learn to trust my body again... to trust that he is not going to let me doing something that will hurt me. He spends loads of time researching my injuries and hypermobility so we ARE safe. But it's hard to trust my body when it gives out at the drop of a hat. But we WILL get there... eventually.

What's everyone planning today? I'm going to play it by ear as to whether or not I can get on my treadmill - DD has been up all night with a fever of 39.1 and is very clingy (and I'm very tired!). If all goes well I should get on this evening... otherwise another day of nothing for me