Well, I've taken a step back onto the fertility rollercoaster, even if it is only a big-toe at the moment! LOL! I sent a letter to the Clinic Coordinator just updating my situation - ie. the FS wanted me to lose 10kg before coming back. I have gone down a dress size BUT the scales have hardly budged! AARRGGHH!

So although I've lost cm's I haven't gotten down to the weight the FS wanted. I'm happy to keep working on it BUT I'm conscious that I'm turning 39 in May and I don't have 12 months to waste on trying to lose a few more kilos coz it's going to slow! (I am a size 14 now which is the smallest I've been in a long time!).

They rang yesterday and said the FS would like to see me for an appointment and a chat about things. Of course I'm hoping it's not a 'sorry but there's nothing more we can do' chat! Surely he could have told me that over the phone rather than make me drive 1 1/2 hours to see him! SO. My appointment is on 22nd Feb. Fingers crossed they are happy to continue treating me. Otherwise I guess I'll be looking for a new Clinic!

Oh, and you girls are the only ones that know! I've decided not to say anything to family and friends at this stage about giving things another go. I need to see what the FS has to say as there may not be much to tell them anyway!!! So thanks for listening!

Marg