Hi Sunbeam - that's so exciting wishing you every luck in the world! Would love you to pop in and keep us posted x

AFM - sorry I've been MIA, I've been struggling with my "you'll be unlikely to have another baby" diagnosis after my failed PGD cycle. The specialist told me last week that even though they'd rather have tested from 10 to get a proper idea the fact I've had so many miscarriages just proves it's my eggs not just one of those things grrr. He basically told me to enjoy my daughter and enjoy my life in a nutshell. Was pretty depressed for a few days and struggling to deal with some friends who are pregnant and whinging about it but i'm trying to stay positive. Got in to see a great fertility naturopatI , who said I am one of he ryoungest clients and she has another client with premature ovarian dysfunction, low AMH, high FSH like me, had failed IVF and then after 3 months working with her she got pregnant with a healthy bub. So it re-sparked my faith again that perhaps I can still do this. We're taking 3 months off from TTC and hitting the naturopath's diet and herbs and we'll see how we go. Have found a lot of interesting info on the whole affects of IVF drugs on egg quality and flaws in the PGD testing so I figured it was worth one last shot. I just don't feel ready to quit yet, I really do feel I'm meant to have another baby, not sure if it's denial or what - off to see a psych about it anyway to get some coping with pregnant whinging women strategies ha ha ha. Oh and I turned 40 yesterday, scary milestone when I really hoped to end my 30's with a baby in my belly at least. Ho hum.

Hope everyone is well, sorry for the woe is me post! xx