Yeah i agree with Rufalina i wouldnt go off them jic, check fo BFP first. The TWW is just horrible its such a rollercoaster espicially with all the extra hormones and your very brave handling it all while DP works away, i remember those 2 weeks and i was a basket case im sur DH wished he was working away at that time Hang in there and i really hope its a BFP for you. The prog wont give you a false positive but i see you were having IUI did you have pregnyl shots and when was your last one because they can very certainly give you a false positive, the funny thing was with my ectopic i got BFN with HPK probably because my HCG was low, but i think the only way is a blood test id be calling your FS. Good luck
is there any use me using my last pessarie tonight, seen as though not pregnant?
god i HATE THIS
the worst part is yet to come. i have to look my dp in the eyes tomorrow when he gets home and tell him that it is all over
i fear the look in his eyes cos the guilt that i feel, its cos of ME that he hasnt got a child yet, how can i make it better for him when all i do is bl**dy fail
he has so much trust in my body but yet i keep on failing, month after month and yet he is still here loving me?? i feel so bad.
i wish he was here right now, i am scared and i am angry and i am hurt. i wish i didnt have to be alone tonight
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