Hi Ladies,

Sadly I'm back in here. I tried to post yesterday but something happened and it didnt post.

So many names here that I don't recognise in just 2 weeks. Will do personals once I've worked out what's what.

So Sunday a week ago I caved in and POAS and it was a faint 2nd line. Had my BT on Thurs and it was confirmed as a +ve, but with very low numbers, and I was warned that I might lose it. Over the weekend my family was great trying to make me feel special on Mothers Day (my wish had been to be pg by MD) but then I had a 2nd BT yesterday and my hcg had dropped to only 13. I couldn't sleep all night and when I got up at 3am this morning I was bleeding.

I am so devastated and it's really hard cause DH is not an emotional person at all, and becasue it was so early he just sees it as never existing at all and he doesn't understand why I'm so upset becasue we were told there was no chance of success before we started. He just doesn't get it and it is so frustrating having to do all this on my own.

Sorry about the long winded "me" post, just had to get it all out. It's eating me up.

to you all wherever you're at.