Mon- Sorry to hear your having such a rough patch. I had to show DH your post, nearly brought him to tears. He has at times said to me, its not worth, then I remind him what we're going for. I know Im a fairly new stranger but if you will *hugs*.
Slyer - Hope things go well for you guys this time round. Sending you prayers and heaps of babydust.

Personally, (if you don't mind), I'm having nervous excited thoughts, hit the end of week 1 of TWW and my boobs are getting sorer by the day. I wonder if its post drugs or if my mind is creating things. I've decided to take a few leaves outta peoples books and be proactive so tomorrow, Im going shopping all day.
Going to go to my local coffee shop and have a lovely cup of Chai, (still not coping with the No Coffee thing arg!@), please forgive, Im new to all this. I assume its due to being a first time but ya go into normal person mode and ya go, bugger can''t have that and think i would be so ok with NOt having ham if I knew, but I just can't and its wierd (?). The flow of emotions is interesting from oh maybe to dont get too excited you'll just fall apart when you get a BPN. Bring on Christmas (personally).
I just realised I been rambling, sorry guys.
Have anyone heard if Shannon ended up in hospital? , Ive been away due to a dead laptop and can only access net occassionally. I always end up with so many questions to ask people but forget when I finally get on the net.
Anyways, enough rambling, I hope everyone have a good week end and things are going well. For those who is not going quite so well, well wishes and prayers your way.
Talk to ya soon.