Hi girls,
I hope you have had a great day. I also hope that tommorow finds even more of you with bfp"s. I'm feeling positive today. I finally got in to see my fs and he is wonderful. Best money spent... He was very efficient and extremely informative and even gave me a bit of a chuckle with his bedside manner. So it seems my chances of having a baby arent totally over and that clomid isn't the b all and end all for everyone. So he thinks we need to take a more aggressive stance. So i have to wait until my next af then call him on that day or asap if he is shut and he said he will get me in that day and we will get the injections going. He gave me books and leaflets and a dvd to watch. The needle on the gonal f pen looks huge so that has made me quite petrified and i think it will really hurt on my soft pudgey belly. Not looking foward to that, and i know that that is only the half of it. So feeling positive but a little freaked out. I just wanted to thankyou girls all so much. I know I'm a bit of a floater and i drop in and out,but i have made good friends with a lot of you and i do really care and i do watch with eagerness when i read your accomplishments and it brings me great joy to know that at least if its not happening for me it is happening for other well deserving women.I do think of you all lots , Soul,Willow,bw to name a few.
Sleep well lovelies
Pauline(polly)







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