Clairesmummy I'm hoping your post was last night 'cause I'm dying to hear how you went now! We could really do with some cheering up in here! Good luck and I hope you've got a BFP waiting for you this morning!

Ferrals, sorry you've got a miserable flu. Not surprising really with all the stress and strain you've been through. So far so good, all we need now is that last piece of happy news to set you on your way to a happy pregnancy that you can start enjoying and celebrating! Positive thoughts, positive thoughts xxx

Sunbeam, have a wonderful trip away, I hope you get lots of sun on your head and enjoy relaxing to the sound of water lapping around you...ah, how blissful! Hope you feel re-energised when you get back and ready for your next stim cycle. xx

Luna, that doesn't sound right, you poor thing I can't believe this has gone on for seven weeks no wonder you are at your wits end with it. What's the latest?

Saffy, hum dee doo ... just waiting for your injections to start so I can get excited with you! I hope this cycle goes smoothly for you

India's Mum, don't be harsh with yourself about what you said, that is your experience and we are all mightily sick to death of being told to relax and if anything is going to make me spit, it's hearing those words. I would have responded in exactly the same way and maybe next time she'll think a bit more about it before saying something stupid and insensitive. Sorry, just makes me cross! Anyway, holiday. Yes, Bali is a great idea. My DH and I went a few years ago and it was just the most relaxing holiday...beautiful food, lovely locals, warm weather. I hope you have a wonderful time xx

Damprye, great to hear things have picked up for you. Moving house is always good once you are there - fresh start and all that though packing to move is always stressful so I hope you can get things sorted quickly. Social drinking sounds like fun - I've been off alcohol for months, feel like a nun. Haven't even had one drink since our BFN but just haven't felt like it. Happy days to you!

Hello Crafty, MatthewsMum, Mildez, Porsche, Toomanyshoes, and anyone else I've missed or who is lurking x

Well I saw my TCM doc yesterday and she was really gutted for us. Said she felt quite hopeful when she saw me during the TWW so was very sorry it hadn't worked for us. She wants me to wait a few months to see if I can get my cycle to 12 days at 36.7 in the leutal phase so that's my goal now. Ah, seems like hard work, I have to say but I guess I have to keep going. I think I will relax the diet a bit though (80/20 rule) 'cause you have to live and sometimes it can be very restrictive. Especially with our birthdays coming up it's going to be hard. Can't believe I'm going to be 42 and still TTC. Sigh. Oh well, I guess I still have a few more years in me. Had a lovely PM from one of the ladies in the other thread who knows someone who has been successful with fostering and a similar background to me. That made me feel very optimistic that we'll have our family one day soon, one way or another. So I'll be here charting away and following you all along and hoping we can get some BFPs in here soon 'cause we need them. Onwards and upwards everyone!! xx