Murrycod - it is my lack of cramping that makes me know I'm not UTD, I get much more AF type feelings when I'm about to get a BFP. Isn't it funny how we all look for different symptoms. Hang in there babe, thinking of you.

Ladies it has been sad and heart warming at the same time to read all your stories again. I agree with murrycod that we are all very fragile but what comes through to me far more is how unbelievably strong and brave we all are. It's not just the tough TTC journey we've had but all the other crap life has thrown at us too and yet we somehow find the strength to keep going in the hope of fulfilling our dreams. Even though it is only in internet world I still feel so lucky to know you all and share this time with you. We are amazing women.