It's so strange how I can be completely ok with everything that is going on when I'm at the computer! I'm ok posting on the forums, chatting on IRC or MSN, but as soon as I actually have to talk about what's going on I become a blubbering mess! There's something about verbalising things that completely strips away my ability to cope... I guess that explains why I just wasn't coping at the FS appointment on Thursday.
ktgirl - Pity we can't all order new bodies for christmas, as these ones never do what we ask. I remember my 1st cycle of clomid, when it didn't work and my FS called to tell me when i was about to go on my lunch break and I just had to leave so I could break down in tears. It is such an emotional rollercoaster. But I find that times like this make you even stronger for the next cycle. I hope this lot of injections works for you and the travelling back and forth is all worth it when you get a positive result. I sometimes get to the point when I think, no more doctors, no more tests - why can't I just be normal.
BeiBei - the faint line sounds hopeful. *fingers crossed* for your BT tomorrow.
BW - That is so true. I think when we are typing away, we are sounding it all in our minds, but when we have to verbalise it - it doesn't always come out the way we want. Plus we are typing away on here to friends that understand us, so that helps.
I may not be around much between here and christmas as my family are arriving tonight. So wish me strength to deal with them LOL
I'm sure I'll be lurking to read what everyone is up to and I'll pop in to wish you a merry christmas later in the week. Have a good day everyone.
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