Tubal Reversals #15

[luvchildren]

thats fantastic news dearmum, hope everything goes well for you...
a happy new year for everyone..
yes storm your belly looks wonderful...

[storm]

Aww thanks. But I updated it LOL this one is 28 weeks.

[dearmum]

Hi Ladies Hmmm it seems that im taking longer than i thought to O so my transfer will be at least another week awayfrustrating but i can wait another week.I have another BT on Sunday and the wait goes on

Hi StormYour baby belly looks FAB!im going to look like that this year just gota get that bub in first.....lol

[storm]

Oh no Jodie!!
Hope your body behaves for you. Only 5 days to go.

[dearmum]

Hi LadiesLast night i went and seen that new Brad Pitt movie,anyway i came out realizing that life is so short and nothing stays the same,i told my DH i remember my oldest son being a baby and it only feels like a few months ago and now look he has left us Im feeling so confused atm like should i really have another baby?do i want to be 50 and still looking after kids?shouldnt i be spending the last few good yrs with my DH as he is now 56?and then i have this other mind saying i love kids,kids keep you young,my best time in life has been because of my kids,i love being pregnant.I feel so torn atm and i hate feeling like this because im not the type of person that is like this when i want something there is no ifs about it.I cant speek to my DH about this either coz he will just convince me not to have a baby
Sorry about this being a me post i just wish i had the answers.
I guess its only a few days and i will be having bub put in so i will go ahead and if it works then it was meant to be if not then i need to do lots more thinking.

[kiya]

Oh Jodie......i can totally relate to the emotions and thoughts that you are having....i have also been thinking the same thing especially with all the set backs that i have had with my IVF rollercoaster ride.....with regards to the older baby moving out.....i certainly know how that feels...my eldest nearly 18 doesn't live with us....he lives back in the city.....at time it is good, and other times it is very lonely....but they all eventually move away.....i too am like you and love being pregnant and also feel that i have s much love to give to children....i hate the feeling you get when you walk down the street or at a shopping centre and you see a very preg woman or a newborn baby in a pram.....it is like my heart is being torn in 2, and i want to be just like them, but then i remember how i have to wait......babe if you need anyone to talk to you know where i am....hugs babe.....kiya

[dearmum]

Oh Jodie......i can totally relate to the emotions and thoughts that you are having....i have also been thinking the same thing especially with all the set backs that i have had with my IVF rollercoaster ride.....with regards to the older baby moving out.....i certainly know how that feels...my eldest nearly 18 doesn't live with us....he lives back in the city.....at time it is good, and other times it is very lonely....but they all eventually move away.....i too am like you and love being pregnant and also feel that i have s much love to give to children....i hate the feeling you get when you walk down the street or at a shopping centre and you see a very preg woman or a newborn baby in a pram.....it is like my heart is being torn in 2, and i want to be just like them, but then i remember how i have to wait......babe if you need anyone to talk to you know where i am....hugs babe.....kiya

Thanks Kiyayour such a good friend that i can turn to.Yeh i guess we both have the same feelings,i suppose i dont want to get down the track and regret that its now to late for another one.I just feel so guilty because i have 4 kids and even these kids i cant give 100% attenion to.Is it fair on another child?I guess im feeling tired,and to think of putting up with more teenages at 50 makes me wonder if thats what i want.Dont get me wrong if it comes back positive i will be over the moon as its a gift from god but if it comes back negative i will take it as though i need to sort out my thoughts first.Another thing is also i have made 5 babies that are in the freezer so its unfair if i dont give them a chance.Oh i wish i didnt have this second thought because its pulling me down.
Hugs....xxJodie