Hi LadiesLast night i went and seen that new Brad Pitt movie,anyway i came out realizing that life is so short and nothing stays the same,i told my DH i remember my oldest son being a baby and it only feels like a few months ago and now look he has left us Im feeling so confused atm like should i really have another baby?do i want to be 50 and still looking after kids?shouldnt i be spending the last few good yrs with my DH as he is now 56?and then i have this other mind saying i love kids,kids keep you young,my best time in life has been because of my kids,i love being pregnant.I feel so torn atm and i hate feeling like this because im not the type of person that is like this when i want something there is no ifs about it.I cant speek to my DH about this either coz he will just convince me not to have a baby
Sorry about this being a me post i just wish i had the answers.
I guess its only a few days and i will be having bub put in so i will go ahead and if it works then it was meant to be if not then i need to do lots more thinking.