Thanks Tootie

I think i just need to trust my own instinct.

I definately feel that i want to see everyone again soon just not yet.

Hopefully we will get pregnant again this month. I would be very excitied and happy if that happened. Well im going to be happy either way (just disappointed) because i have a wonderful husband and lots to be thankful for in my life.

I will not rely on a new baby to make me happy but at least it will give me a brighter future. Im sure you understand what i mean.

Love Sarah