Hi Sarah,

I think it's hard to say as people react/cope with grief in so many different ways, but it is possible that you have a bit of depression. You've gone through so much lately so it's no wonder that you may not be coping so well. Perhaps you could talk to your SIDS and KIDS contact about seeing a counsellor? They can really help you sort out your emotions, and will be able to help whether or not you are suffering from depression. Often it helps just to have a professional to chat to about things.

I hope your Dad's test results come back okay. :hugs: