Its great that you still have your mum's picture in your bedroom. Im sure that she is looking down on you wishing that she could make things better for you at the moment.
I have Katelyn's picture and her cot that she was in with the blanket and teddy etc on my bedside table. I guess one day i will feel like i can just have her picture but not yet.
I know what you mean about should i shouldnt i try. The only thing i can say is that you will know in your heart what is the right decision. I started trying on about day 12 last cycle (not this one) so i guess that given the odds i should have been pregnant then (which is what is making me nervous about this month) but in hindsight i dont think that i was ready because on the day before we tested i had a massive freak out. I had an emergency appointment with my doc because i was so stressed over what was going to happen. I hadnt sorted out the treatment for FVl next preg.
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