I was hoping I'd feel a bit better this morning and I was just tired and emotional last night. But I dont. Im heartbroken and empty. And now DF has gone back to work I have to do everything all on my own. I have to go shopping with DS, on the bus, by myself. We have no food in the house so we HAVE to and Im not sure that I can.
We'll get lunch at the same place we always get lunch, last time I was there I had just got my BFP and the chocolate cake he insisted we get was making me feel super sick. I want to feel sick again
How can I do this when I still feel heavy and tired and sore and everything is a reminder of what Ive lost?