On a practical side of things could you have some groceries delivered? I can usually get next day deliveries and we are rural, I'm not sure if Bris would offer same day?
They do, but I get all our fruit and veg from the fruit shop (much cheaper and better quality), and they dont deliver. I had to get cash off DF too so had to go into his work first.
We made it back. Im very tired and a bit sore. I dont know if it was all physical exertion or if it would have happened anyway, but Im bleeding again. Still have to cook dinner and get DS into bed. I cant wait until I can just rest again.

Sunny- thank you for the article, although reading it on the bus was not a great idea, it did help. As did your post. I hope you dont lose another, and this one makes it home

Crowe - Im going back to the doctor in a couple of days, I had some blood taken on Tues. So Ill see what they've come up with. 99% sure Im not pregnant anymore though. The first HPT I did was quite dark, then I did one yesterday and there was barely a line. 2 negatives at the doctors. All but the nausea is gone and I think its stress/anxiety related more than hormonal now.

Thanks to everyone else for your experiences, they really do help, at the very least to know what Im feeling is normal, and gives me some idea of what to expect in the next week or so.


My eyes hurt from crying, Im sure they look red too. I have to go upstairs and cook dinner. Talk to MIL and pretend everything is fine. At least at the shops I didnt have to pretend...

I want something to remember my baby by (not that I think I'll forget, but I am worried I'll forget specifics. Like due date and the day it all happened) But I dont know what and I feel stupid talking to DF about it because he obviously doesnt see it the way I do. Something I can hold, and keep close to me all the time. I just dont know what.