Kirsty, just to let you know I am thinking of you.

There is so much going on for you right now, try not to put too much pressure on yourself to be a certain way, get it together etc. Losing a little bubba in such a way must be hearbreaking enough without having to deal with day to day stuff AND the whole house selling thing.
Maybe you can take a weekend away after you have moved (or before if it is a while from now), somewhere, nice, warm and far, far from reality and day to day drudge. Recharge a bit.

Take care
:hugs: