Hi Beibei

just letting you know, I am thinking of you and wish you all the best and hope this journey of grief is short and the future is full of happiness.

My sister in lay now has a 5 month old baby, last year in march, she lost her baby at 8 weeks, 2.5 moths later she was pregnant again. She grieved and eventually with the help of her loved ones she moved on and saw that these things happen to anybody, and sometimes it was just natures way. She blamed it on her self, was it something she ate, was it something she lifted was it something she took, was it something to do with the polycystic ovaries she had treated many years ago....
My point here is, and as harsh as it may sound as I have not experienced this loss, sometimes its best to not wonder why as there are so many causes. From my understanding, you and I were diagnosed with unexplained infertility meaning that there is nothing physically wrong that is obvious, this means that what happen darling is just something that did not go as planned.

I hope out of all this you come out stronger and your plans for a family will not be interrupted by all this.

take care hun, hope to continually read on how much better you are doing.