I decided I didn't want to be stuck in the house this weekend crying over my loss I want to get back to normal asap really although this may be selfish. So i've decided to take Richard to this nice pub for a meal and a drink, because I look a lot older than my age I can do this. O But i'd still be grateful if you girls can keep checking this post because I'm sure there are still going to be times when I get upset and need a shoulder to cry on whilst Richard is at work.

Thank you all so much for you help. Lots of Love xx