Hi all,
I was just advised to join this forum as i had lost my first preg last night at 7wks.
I thought everything was going so well. My husband and i had planned this pregnancy (both of our first) to a tee... and were elated to find we were pregnant. I had some very very mild spotting of dark brown blood for 2 days only when i wiped.. and last night just started bleeding out of nowhere. The hardest part was being at the hospital having an internal exam and watching them remove bub's tissue with forceps and place it in a jar. Needless to say i have had nightmares about this all night.

My hubby is very supportive but i feel so lost. I know this is a natural reaction. I know many women go through this.. i have watched it a dozen times (I am a doctor).. but that doesnt make me feel any better.

I dont know how i will feel above being intimate with my hubby again let alone trying to conceive again. I fear i will be so strung out if i do fall preg again.

I wish there was an answer to all of this.. a reason why. But there isn't. I only that next time is a positive experience. I am of healthy age, i have a healthy relationship, i have alot to offer and i WANT a child...why does it seem so hard?