GGRRRRRR - I just wrote such a long and emotional post - replying to you all and thanking you for all the kind words and its GONE - just GONE!!!

I will re-type te long post but wanted to let everyone know that i sadly passed our baby last night at 5.45pm- it was a beautful moment as a family of 4 as my Dh wanted to see 'his little boy' - we said our hello and and goodbye - i was 10wks 4 days however our baby died at 8wks 3days - it was a lot larger than our first loss and we were able to see a lot more this time... it was a very surreal feeling - it was our closing - for a moment we were a family of 4 - we are going to keep him and bury him under a very special plant - we want to research and find plant that means rebirth or free spirit... soemthing meaningful..

I will repost again soon .... thank you every one again fo ryou supprot