Im here and yep Im so excited I could vomit

We're down to just weeks to go. Unfortunately AF has been a complete biatch and cant find herself a regular cycle. Last month she came on the 23rd about 7 days late and this cycle she can on the 17th which would be a few days early if I keep with the 30-32day cycles. DH will be heartbroken if she ruins our reunion

Ive been going from chomping at the bit to TTC to being freakin terrified and not wanting to TTC. Its a tiring thought having to go through the terror of waiting out the first 20wks and doing the clexane injections. We've decided we are not telling anyone when we get a BFP until we've had the 18wk scan. Ive got a bit of extra padding since having Ds3 do I think I could hide it for that long (I tend to turn into the size of a house as soon as I get pregnant!)