Just reading over the posts again. Sorry for everyone's loss.

Peace I know how you feel, Wednesday was my EDD and I just tried to keep myself busy and not try to work myself up to much for the sake of my new bubba growing - 12wks (i struggle to feel relaxed and excited tho) and so far everything's going well. I think of my little ones everyday and have a cherub pendant that i wear everyday in honour of them.

All I can say is take one day at a time and look after yourself x