Thank you to all of you.

I am feeling so

Even worse now as someone i thought was a friend was just very insensitive about it.. /crys. I have sat and listened to her through a few cycles now and this is what i get back when i need my friends right now made me feel like maybe im being silly.. but then part of me says no, no your not.

*crys*

Everything today seems to be just horrible... i just wanna go to bed!

Whats worse is tomorrow i have to pull myself together, as i have a wedding to do. in 43 degree heat.... i am just so guttered!

Im sorry if i am being sefish.