BTW - is it just me or does everyone else here seem to have a pregnancy magnet - everywhere I look there are preggo bellies and it's killing me. I was sitting in a waiting room today and here is this lady sitting across from me - about 28wks, rubbing her belly - you know when they push against you and it gets all tight and you rub your belly. My goodness, I could imagine it so well - I could feel it in my own belly!!! I think I am becoming delusional *sob sob*
you want to her delusional.... I will give you delusional...

sometimes when I am sitting ( slouching ) on the couch or reading a book in my room, I sometimes think I can feel movement, yes I know its just gas or something like that but if I am real still I can even watch my tummy move up and down, so sad to then remember that I wont ever really feel that happen for real in me again...

But enough of that.... here is a positive for having no babies in my house... I am on BB, they are old enough to put on a DVD themselves and leave me in peace while I am on the computer, I slepted into to 8 am today, while they still got up at their normal 6am they just didnt fight today ( Thank God ), if they need a drink they get a cup and get themselves some water, if DD2 wants a drink either DD1 or DS can get it for her... they go to bed at 7.30 and dont get up again until morning, no night feeds no wet beds, if they do have a bad dreram they dont cry out for me they get up and come to my room for a mummy cuddle... the best bit of having older children is they can say ' I Love you Mum' nothing is better than that...