Hey girls, can I join too?
I've been avoiding this thread - kinda in a state of denial I guess, but I really need to be here.
I thought I was good with it all, I really did. But I'm not.
I'm sick of people asking when we'll start trying again, telling them that the last preg nearly killed me and we can't have any more and them saying 'oh well at least you have one of each'!!!! uhuh like that's the perfect end to my story!
I still want four, I think I will always want four, but at the same time....pregnancy and I do not get on...ug it's just.....there were so many negatives, that I'd just like to have a perfect one I think. Stupidly naive as that sounds.
Feeling a bit soppy tonight I think.