I think if he would just attach and suckle, my supply would jump back up pretty quick as its always been super responsive.

I've been going round and round in my head for days about this and just can't seem to let go of the thought. I am feeling better, my PND is healing, more and more i think breastfeeding is something i could really do again..... BUT its not all about me, i have to consider him. He's so happy the way things are now, i don't know if it would just create unnecessary stress. It would just be so great if he could have at least the 2 years my toddler had.

And i guess the big thing is, i don't know if my desire is instinctual, or if its because i'm feeling better PND wise, and some of my determination and strength is returning.