MummaB - I think if you're feeling very strongly about it, it might be worth talking to your therapist and then the ABA or an LC and try to relactate. I understand it's a complicated issue because of the PND.

I think ask yourself these questions - do you think you would have come as far as you have with your PND if you were still breastfeeding? Do you think not breastfeeding your baby long term is something you will always regret, even a few years down the track, or will you see it as a necessary step on your road to recovery?