TL I remember reading your thread about how you nearly lost Miss C when you were maybe 12 weeks pregnant. I had tears in my eyes, thinking how sad and unfair that a pregnancy that you wanted so much, that you worked so hard for, was slipping away. I kind of lost track of the thread and it wasn't until weeks later that I realised hang on, you got through it and you were still pregnant. I was so happy for you, and I'm sure my feelings were shared by so many of us here. Having a CS or having to FF, in my eyes, is a tiny thing in the overall picture of your lifelong relationship with your daughter.
I think in life it's not so much what you choose as the way you choose it. And everything you've chosen has been chosen with love, with careful consideration, and with a firm focus on the best interests of all concerned. That's absolutely the best anyone can do.