Hey guys, sorry I haven't been online much lately, I mostly use my phone to surf the net these days as it's easier than waiting the 20-30 minutes for my old laptop to start up.

LysnDan - glad you and Amelia are doing well, that's a beautiful name too I missed everything and only found out last night that you had had her already xxx congratulations that she is here safe and you are safe and well too, is it ok to say congratulations for her early arrival? I'm no sure if it's appropriate IYKWIM, I know some people don't like hearing it when their bubs are born so early and I don't want to be rude or inconsiderate xx

Dory - look at you now! 11 weeks hehehe, knew we'd be belly buddies this time lol

TylersMummy - how are you going hun? not long to go now, almost at 34wks!

KAM - hi hun, and welcome I wish it was under different circumstances that we were meeting on here.
I hate seeing my notes bout pregnancies too, every time I see a new midwife or talk to a doctor or nurse in emergency I have to go through it all all over again, and I hate seeing the pity on some of their faces, some of them don't even show anything and just say it's "just bad luck" which is even worse.
It's normal to feel the way you are feeling after loss as well, I go through days where all I want to do is curl up and die and be with my angel babies, especially when my 2 earth babies are playing up.

afm - 10wks 1d today, not really feeling all that pregnant now that I'm on Zofran for the all day sickness/HG, other than the cramping, sore boobs and backache, it takes away almost all my symptoms with the MS.
I haven't had any bleeding this time, which is good and slightly worrying as well as the only other pregnancy where I didn't have bleeding was my first pregnancy with Tomas and he had major problems... so it's kind of bittersweet.
I do have days where I even forget that I'm pregnant which is a new and very novel experience.
DH is getting his vasectomy on tuesday, which scares me as I'm not even 12 weeks yet and I keep on thinking "What if something goes wrong after he has it done?" That would be the worst way to end my child bearing days, to lose my last child after DH does that. It scares me a lot, but I'm trying to remain calm and relaxed.
Other than that I have my 12wk scan and first OB appointment on the 21st, only 10 days away, so that is something to look forward to. I can't wait to see bub again.

Hi anyone I have missed xxx hope you're all well