Kam - Hello nice of you to join us, I think its normal to be worried. It's unfair that our pregnancies can't be as easy as some other peoples who just pop out a baby at 9 months and didn't know.. The hospital thing im sure you'll do it when your ready it is a hard thing to do so take your time. I wish you all the best and sending you loads and loads of sticky vibes.

Jenna - Im doing ok its getting close now so im getting impatient . Glad that you haven't had any bleeding hang in there hun I know its hard but think positive. Haha I have those days too but then quickly realise I cant bend down to even put my damn socks on . Sending you sticky vibes hope this little one is a sticky one. Have you talked to your DH about something happening? (touch wood that it doesn't)

Dory - I have been busy getting stuff together, havent moved as of yet but by the sounds of it DF will be coming to get me a few days before xmas . Thank you hun I have been also thinking of you too how are you doing? Hope that m/s is slowly going away for you. Have you told any family that you are expecting? Or are you waiting? Like you 12 weeks was a mini milestone for me but after 20 weeks was the biggest milestones. For some reason your not alone on thinking that about stillbirth.. I too have been having the same feelings .. But then little miss kicks me theres still that possible outcomes at the end of it.. And I too have been thinking about her funeral etc. I dont think DF and I could handle another loss.. I think our relationship would suffer for it so im hoping that it doesn't happen because I would most likely leave DF so that he could have kids with another woman.. I have such little faith in my body ahh!

AFM - Im plodding along nicely here 34 weeks tomorrow have been getting things organised DF is having a look at a house tomorrow and hopefully will be in it next Wednesday and will be coming to get me on Friday . I had the step kids on the weekend as it was my birthday (finally out of my teens haha) but I had a good day was very tired by about 4pm though lol got some nice things just waiting for a pressie from DF now (i told him I'd wait). The kids were good they leave this Wednesday to go to Perth for 6 weeks, so I bought them a little gift to open since we wont see them till easter.