Sparkles - how are you doing?

Maggie 355 - thankyou. I don't wnat to seem arrogant, but I have been through a lot. So often I almost minimise it. Just quickly here's my history. I suppose I could put it in my signature but for some reason I can't do that. July 08 m/c 8 weeks blighted ovum, 23 Feb 2009 birth of Amelia, extremely premature at 21 weeks gest and too frail to survive, 28 July 2009, birth of Nicholas at 14 weeks gest, our wee man and 30 August 2009 birth of Sophie at 19 weeks gest, too young to survive. Nicholas and Sophie were twins. Each of my little ones was born alive. It seems I go into premature labour spontaneously. The birth of Amelia, as heartbreaking as it was, was a joyful and defining moment of my life. I am truly blessed to have been given the gift of a beautiful daughter, and son and daughter. I have held each of my babies and loved them completely. I never expected that, especially not in such heartbreaking circumstances.

I so totally understand about being on tenterhooks, and just waiting for the complications. I have already had a few, and its hard, but somehow, I am able to find some peace with the pg. But every complication renews the fear. I suppose we all find our own ways to cope. Glad you got to see your little one! It's pretty awesome huh? My tip? Try not to worry to much ( I know mission impossible!) and if you can each day be thankful for the miracle that you have right now, right at this moment. For me I find it helps put the fear to the back of my mind and not the front of all of the time. Every pg is different?

HPL - we are so close in dates it's amazing. Glad you got to see bubs, it is just the coolest. Go and revel in the miracle.

Hi to everyone else. I am not feeling very talkative. Hope you are all going ok. Sticky vibes.