EEWWWWW, I hate it when the writing on the wall starts blaring neon. You sort of can't get away from it, can't pretend you can't see it anymore. Yukko, I'm there too....



Why does it hurt me so much to break DH heart??
I'm not sure what you mean here - how will this be breaking DH's heart? (Did you mean DS?). The guy can't be arsed playing a round of scrabble with you, is making F all effort to repair the relationship (not even for Archies sake) - and since he is happy to chuck a sickie for his mates NOT YOU, it cannot be said the man is suffering depression.

Hun, its time to go get a manicure. Next time he is leaving your place, give him the finger and say F YOU. And smile sweetly cos I want you to mean it

You are carrying far too much guilt over this breakup - it's hard not to, especially if you were the one to leave, but you just have to keep remembering WHY you had to walk away.

xoxoxoo