Jess,

Congratulations on the birth of your beautiful daughter. I have been thinking about you too! I know exactly what you mean, about being in a 'house' but it not feeling like home. I'm sorry you feel that way; I know it hurts. You are grieving the loss of one relationship and enjoying the beginning of a new one. Plus, with hormone changes, your feelings are bound to be all over the place at the moment. Well done for keeping in touch with all of us here. We are thinking of you and sending you many positive thoughts and wishes.