Grrrrrrrrrr i'm so frustrated/aggrivated(sp?)/upset he says "stay here at least then i can help you whenever you need it" so i do and he's never damn well here!!!!!
The last 2 nights combined i've had 4hours sleep, he decides he wants to go out with friends at night and not come home til after bl00dy midnight! He's also making me feel like maybe there still is a chance for "us" he's acting the same as when we were together except i don't get the hugs and kisses and we don't sleep in the same bed... But then today someone on msn said something along the lines of "you make me feel so good, sleeping on your shoulder in the car the other night felt so right, you're perfect babe xoxox" so am now starting to think he left me for someone else...
am getting more and more down and just blah everyday and just want to give up on everything but i have to keep going fo Lyla's sake...