How do you stop loving someone you thought you were going to be with forever?
I am so damn sick of everyone expecting me to be over it by now! I don't just have a switch to turn off my feelings, i have loved him for a long time and its going to take a while for me to let him go, i do my best not to get upset and cry because i don't want to upset Lyla but its so damn hard seeing him all the time and knowing he's not mine.
I want to hug him sooo bad, sometimes i forget we aren't together anymore and then i remember and it hurts so much.
I am getting more and more down everyday, i've lost my apetite (sp?) completely so i have to FORCE myself to eat... I want to stop loving him but i don't know how...