OK!
jumping straight into it, where was i in the last post...
ok got it, the day the REAL fights began...
ok so here i am, 4 months pregnant, getting up to go to work, all the while XP is still in bed & "apparently" going to work as well... i go into the bedroom about 4 times to get him up... no response... so i go about my duties in the morning, shower, hair n makeup, brekky, make lunch, pick outfit... so while i'm picking my outfit i tell XP i'm leaving in 5 minutes (we go to work together), 4 minutes later i'm putting my shoes on and out the door, XP jumps up, chucks his clothes on and runs out to the car... (i wish i could get ready that quick!!)
ok now we're in the car, and i can't quite remember but i think i hit my hand on the steering wheel or something similar, and let out an almighty F**K!! just so happens that XP is just getting in the car, so he thinks i'm screaming at him and starts whingeing and *****ing about my attitude... he didnt once stop to ask me why i was yelling, just assumed that it was at him... and WOULD NOT STOP, i asked him nicely, then in a stern voice, then i screamed at him to stop carrying on(yes i know i shouldnt have but i was pregnant and grumpy and soooo not a morning person), and because i raised my voice, "ding!" now the fight just HAS to be MY fault... he just would not shut up, he kept bringing old arguments into the current one and blaming me and my "attitude" for everything... well i'd just about had enough, i was in tears at this point, crying so hard i couldnt see where i was going, i stopped the car and screamed at him to get out, he wouldnt at first but after me practically pushing him out the door he eventually did and started walking, after i watched him walk down the road a bit, i have no idea why i did this but i drove up to him and told him to get in, i took him to his house (which was just up the road) so he could drive himself to work because i wouldn't have been able to put up with him for the whole drive...
needless to say i was doing about 150 on the freeway (which is a 110 speed limit zone), crying and blubbering the whole way so absolutely no vision on my part WHATSOEVER, and just so happened that that day was the only day out of THE WHOLE YEAR that a radar was sitting behind the trees on the freeway... so yes, i was pulled over, and GUESS WHAT, i forgot it was double demerits week... so there goes my licence... the cop was a real A$$HOLE and assumed i was crying because i knew i'd just lost my license... I WASN'T EVEN THINKING ABOUT MY LICENSE, i just had a fight with my partner, ****HEAD!
so now i had no license, a whopping fine, and a court date assigned to see how hard i would get my a$$ kicked by a judge for speeding so much...
i had to ring XP to give me a lift to work because i was stuck on the freeway with no licence... i didnt say one word to him the whole way to work, but just before we pulled up he just had to say "this isn't my fault you know..." what a w@nker.

lets just say i was glad that day was over
i cringe just thinking about it...