i'm so glad i have all you girls on BB for support, although it would've been nice if i found u BEFORE....WHEN I WAS PREGNANT... but i didnt... and cant really do anything about that now...
dont worry the story keeps going! it has a happy ending!
to be honest, i'm actually glad i met my XP... because for one i wouldnt have my beautiful DS, and two, i wouldn't be the stronger person i am now...
so for those reasons i thank him for being such a screw up...

P.S. I know this is no excuse, because everyone chooses who they want to be.. but XP's mother died when he was 12, and his father has been a drunk since then, and even before she past away so he has had really no upbringing at all... and i kind of feel sorry for him in that sense because he doesnt know any better, he doesnt know how to be a real man... he had to witness his father treating his mother like **** for his child life, and then witnessed a drunk pathetic excuse for a human being for his teenage life... i wish he let me in, i wanted to help him become a better person and break out of that stupid pattern he had created for himself... but he just didn't want to, and i know now that there was really nothing anyone could've done for him, he's jst destined to be an a$$ the rest of his life

hey! this icon is what i needed when my computer was being an ass last week! hah funny

ciao all