i'm so jealous of women who have such great pregnancies... they have a darling husband/partner, they are both smitten with the thought of having a baby... yeah they have their little tiffs but at the end of the day its all forgotten...
*sigh* if only life was that generous to everyone...

my XP was supposed to move in with me when i was 4 months along... he had only brought his clothes over at this point, but to me, that was considered moving in, it had taken so long for him to just do that! so it was a big deal in our world... anyways, one sunday night, everyone had gone to bed, me and XP were in bed cuddling and then his hand starts going down towards 'you know where'... and that night i really wasn't in the mood to do anything, i felt like a fat cow, i was exhausted, and had been neglected by him for a while... so naturally i said no and pulled away... well that was enough for him to snap, he got up carrying on about how i wont let him touch me and i apparently dont want to be with him etc etc... i was just sitting there dumbfounded WHERE THE HELL WAS THIS COMING FROM?? we cuddled almost every single night for **** sakes!! and DTD just as much!! so i'm not allowed to have a break for a few days?!?
luckily all that was just going on in my head... on the outside i was very calm and just told him, "ok, well if you want to cuddle then come back to bed and we can cuddle til the sun comes up if you like..."
nope, times to be a stubborn a$$ like he always is, can't let go of anything...
i kept asking him to come back to bed, i wanted him to come a give me some cuddles etc etc... nothing worked... he just sat there at the end of the bed looking at the wall or something.. pretty much ignoring me... so i said "ok well when your ready to come back to bed then you're welcome to, i'm going to sleep because i'm buggered"
so here i am pretending i'm asleep to see if he will actually come back to bed or not.. then about half an hour later of him sitting on the end of the bed in silence, he gets up and walks out the bedroom, and out of the house...(obviously walking back to his house because he didnt live that far from me at that point)

the next morning, i woke to find no XP as i was expecting, so i called in sick to work and planned on going down to XP's house to see if he had actually gone to work, oh and by the way, he was supposed to start a new job that day...
so i went down a bit later and turned out he hadnt gone to work because his car was still in the driveway.. so here i come, storming into his house, into his bedroom where he's still sleeping at 1pm in the afternoon... i was FURIOUS! how dare he not go to a new job AGAIN just because we had a little tiff the night before! i gave him a serving for about an hour and told him to come and see me when he had a job and was ready to grow up...
3 days later he rings me and tells me he's moving to the gold coast with his brother...
what.... the.... f**k...