Katypila -

Have you got some support IRL - a good friend or a counsellor you can see? I'm worried about you!
As far as men go - women need a man like a fish needs a bicycle!

Men are great and sex is great, but its not the be all and end all. You are more than a vagina IYKWIM? If guys just want you for sex, they're not really great guys. You're worth more then that

I'm sure these men liked you for you - your personality, your beautiful eyes, your great hair, nice bum, great sense of humour etc... and if not, they should have. And I'm sure you can double check on here but I don't think pregnancy stopped many people from DTD! I'm sure you're a great catch, and this is proven by your ability to go out on this unknown journey you're about to undertake and your willingness to reach out for help.

I hope that made some sense, and didn't come off to Oprah. Keep posting here, even if it's only to sort out your thoughts. You can do this...be kind to yourself.