Hi sweet,
I just wanted to give you my support. Im not single, so i dont really know where your coming from in that respect, but i can tell you if the father to my baby didnt want to be around.. i would rather him out of my life. and the babies. I am freaking out about having a baby too, but i think its all pretty normal, your creating a little human that you will look after for the rest of its life, thats an extra heart string you have created, its not all going to be fun and games, but i tell you what, i havent even had this little princess yet and i already love her more than i ever thought i could, and i know when i finally meet her i will somehow love her MORE
Do yourself a favour tho sweet, dont worry yourself about the labour, this is my first so i dont know what im in for yet, but ive only honestly just started looking into it the last few weeks, i purposely didnt think about it before now coz i didnt want to spend 7-8 months freaking out about something that HAS to happen.
If you ever need to talk, im here. and this place (BB) is seriously the best place for you to come, all the laides here are awesome.