Hi there

I don't have a story to share but I just wanted to say that you can do it!

By the sounds you are a bit torn...you want your ex around, but not...at the same time. Maybe you can come to some sort of peace within yourself as to what you really want....and decide what your DS (which stands for Dear Son) will need once he's here and you've established your new life with a baby as a single parent.

Good luck