I know it is real hard! My friend had her bub yesterday...no. 4 for them, we start ttc around the same time and i guess i am just feeling real down about it all. I have absolutely no idea of how i am going to react when i actually see the baby, don't get me wrong i am really happy for them and i am glad they haven't had any fertility issues what so ever, but i still can't just escape from this jealous rage i feel inside me. Now i even feel crap with DP because he has gone around to "wet the baby's head tonight" and he hasn't even asked if i feel alright about all this...how naive are men...stupid creatures!

Sorry this is your vent and i have just had a vent instead!

We have only been seriously ttc since April 07 but i haven't taken any form of contraception since DS was born 6yrs ago this April...i feel so miserable everytime i think about it!