Hi Leigh,
I know exactly what you mean about taking the first pregnancy for granted. I did too. I dont think I even enjoyed it as much as I should have, and definately not as much as I will the next time around. I think so many people take it for granted that they can conceive easily and naturally, I know I did and now I know what its like to be on the other side, and its not fun at all. I find it really hard to be happy for other people, I know that sounds horrible, but I just cant help it. I mean I dont want anything to go wrong for them or anything, but its just so hard to enjoy the good news. I cry every time someone announces their pregnancy, especially family members. Then I have days where I say to myself,"there are people worse off than you, pull yourself together, you have been blessed with a beautiful angel, and thats more than some people ever have". But the feeling of wanting another is so strong. I hope that both of us are blessed again very soon, you never know, it may be just around the corner!

Issy x x